cry

People ask what happened to you, i tell them you moved on and i couldnt be happier.
They ask me if I'm ok, i say yes, and answer we just grew apart.
i act like nothing is wrong
though i want to open my eyes
and actually want to be able to cry
but this is getting hard
i am now pretending that i can live without you
when in reality i am losing myself without you
your memories are breaking my heart
i bite my tounge because i cant fall apart
i just keep everything hidden
until im alone
then i finally let it all out