Laying in the Dark

Close your eyes and breath
let the moment of darkness take over you
feel your pulse through your body
listen to the silent noise
let your imagination roam
cool side of the pillow
stretching your body
under the covers
somehow its your sanctuary
the dark that puts you to put
slowly fades when morning arrives
and you dont want it to leave
the darkness has become your light
its serenity falls over you
and tranquillity lays with you
its unknown but known
its unwanted but wanted
the darkness comes as bad
but soemtimes feels so good
it has showed you life
and life has showed you dark
lay with me
laying in the dark

Sun Rays Stealing my Soul

I haven't felt this way in awhile
where my soul actually feels some warmth
where my smile no longer hides within
where my eyes no longer bleeds water
where my hands no longer feels alone
where my heart finally appears
its been awhile since i seen this person
she was tied up and stolen from the world
she was to happy for her own good
and so the concrete jungle
with its envious street lights
blinded her and she disappeared
but the past week, she slowly came back
she felt the sun rays
she felt the hot air of this green jungle
and she felt loved
slowly but surely she reappeared
with a smile on her face
her hand holding her nieces hands
her eyes staring onto the lake
her soul filled with passion
and her heart...her heart
no longer feels unwanted

woaaaaaaaa im on a roll

two blogs in a day :)
well yea idk, im infaturated with a rock star :)
he has the most dreamy eyes ever and i know this is like cliche but i do really think he is like a normal dude, ugh!!! like he's in my head constantly and it feels wierd. he's freakin famous and im an idiot for liking someone famous, we met once but it was one of those meet and greet but i didnt like the band and then i saw him and im like wow he's cute so i cut the line said your cute and walked away lmao lil did i know he was part of the band wow im such a lame, but yea newhoooooooo wrote a song about him kind of wierd right like oooh no stalker girl haha no its not like that just needed to get how i felt in words


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yea its called sleep awake u should def check it out :)

im new

im new to this whole blog scene, but i guess this is where i write what i feel?
lets say i dont feel anything do i write how about how i feel an emptiness, that i feel not a thing?
how do you explain emptiness, its like looking out to a beautiful sunset and cant see the beauty in it. haha well see if this blog gets me in trouble or not???

im not going to lie imma be rude, imma be a bit bitchy but what girls arent??
imma share my personal feelings my secrets, things you might not even wat to hear, but its my personal blog so bare with me