tension

family
A word everyone knows yet some dont have
i left new york because of the hate
now it seemed to have followed me
i was finally feeling happy
.....finally
then she came
and nothing is ever perfect in her eyes
nothing is ever right in her eyes
yes i made my mistakes
and yes so have other people
but dammit...i was happy
i understand the tension between us and her
she isnt blood...but she gave birth to someone who is
we are not children
we shouldnt act like this
but no...since you dislike her so must i
since everyone else cant stand her so must i
i admit sometimes i do
but at times i dont
and you all are two faced with smiles on one side
and knives ready to backstab on the other
i am sick and tired of being the piece maker
i am sick and tired of crying
i am sick and god dammit fucking tired of this bullshit
i left new york to be happy...but i guess that will never happen