ugh

i just want to fucking scream
i just want to fucking cry
so many emotions inside one body
this isnt healthy...
drama is a life learn lesson
u can either runaway from it
live with it
pretend it doesnt exist
but its there...
eventually it will eat you alive
that armor breaks
bringing you down with it
i never been the social person
i never be the outspoken one
but i changed
now i deal with the consequences
more fucking drama
more fucking bottled up emotions
strong? yes i am
weak? never...maybe sometimes
but i will not...lose it
i cant lose it
i wont
so these emotions are silence
this fucking drama will not exist
i will not runaway
it will just be there and effect me
before i scream
before i cry
before i break down and become someone else
i will stop....breath....stop....breath....stop....breath
close my eyes and let it go