Leah part 5

it was about 2 in the morning when i heard a scratching noise on my window, hmm right on time, i opened it and there he was. hi pretty girl, wassup? i noticed the bag in his hands and quickly snatched it from him. babe? i cant even get a hi? i looked at him and threw my arms around him hi sweetie, its means alot to me that your here. in a way it did, i figured if im going to die fuck it, atleast i'll have fun going down. ok so how do you do this? he took the bag away from me and sat on the bed. well first, are you sure you wanna do this? i sat next to him and just nodded my head. ok Lelo, you first have to cut it until its powder...after that you take this..he handed me a roll up paper...and sniff...he ended up going first. alright thats easy, give it, let me try. i took my first snort, and it hurt like hell. i didnt feel anything until maybe 5 to 10 mins into the process. i feel numb? it feels soooooo good david. he grabbed my waist and kissed me. look i'll leave a stash in drawer for whenever you need a fix alright? its free, but you just gotta do me this one favor. i was in a dazed, i agreed with everything he said. ok come by my house tomorrow, i need you to deliver something for me in the next 2 days. but i gotta go, i hear your mom. with that he left, i just laid out, i just wanted to get my mind of things and this helped. my mom walked in the room and i pretended i was sleeping, she didnt know a damn thing. Lelo? you sleeping hun? I moved around my bed as if she was disturbing me. sorry hunny, good night baby girl, i love you. she closed the door behind her and i went to the drawer to get another fix. psh im not gonna be an addict, just gonna use it everytime i feel down, i'll be good. snorted one more line, and just laid out...

next day

i knocked on his and door and one of his friends opened it, hey Lele david is in his room, come in. Closed the door behind me, micheal how many times do i have to tell you, do not call me lele its leah or lelo pick one. I sat down thinking david was going to come and greet me. excuuuuuuuuuuuse me diva, didnt mean to give you the wrong nickname, and david said to go to his room. Off i went to his room, thinking ok he wants me to sell a bag of weed or something, i've done it once or twice but nothing drastic just left it in a mail box or something. hey baby....oh...sorry...i saw a girl in there and she was taping stuff to her body. i looked a bit closer and realize what she was taping. its ok hun, david is in the bathroom, your leah right? finally, i've been dying to meet davids other girlfriend...did she say what i think she just said? i stormed into the bathroom who the hell is that in the room and what the hell did she mean im your OTHER girlfriend? he was standing by the sink, stuffing little balloons with pills, came towards me and closed the door behind me. hi baby, sit down. he continued stuffing. no, who the hell is she? and what did she mean by that. the bad filling in my stomach came back but not because of my disease but because he looked different. SLAP a heat came across my face and i fell to the floor. now look what you made me do...baby, did you honestly think you were the only one? haha you did didnt you? i tried to get up and leave, but he held me by my throat and pushed me up against the wall. cough let me....gasp...go. he held a tighter grasp and then let go. now heres what you gonna do for me lelo, he walked and locked the door, then went back to the sink. your going to lie to your mother, you are going to take that treatment, but your going to have to leave the city. you are also going to tell her your going alone because you dont want her to pay. i started to shift towards the doors, thinking to myself i have to leave now. tsk tsk your not leaving until half of these are swallowed...