Where do i Stand?

I never gave you a chance...and it was my fault i admit
but when i did...i dont know if i wasnt clear enough
u like you ...there i said it..but you already knew
now im stuck here thinking...and thinking
i was there when issues came up with your girl
i was there when death threats came your way
i was there....
were you that blind?
are you that stupid?
did you honestly think i wanted to just be a friend?
did you honestly think i stayed up with you on the phone...just to be a friend?
i told you time and again...i am here for you...no matter what...'
but we got to a point where i couldnt do anymore
i was catching feelings quick and let you go
but as easily as i did..you came back...
you said you care...no you dont...
cause you didnt even tell me about your new girl...until just now..
what was this? when was this? who is she? how the hell?
i hate you...i cannot trust you...again...
you care? are you sure? cause you've broken my heart twice...
where do i stand?
you said i'm a good friend but then you feel a connection
where do i stand....cause if i stay in this same place i'm gonna go crazy
im going to lose it..
but if i end up in the friend zone...i dont mind...but i'll hate you..with everything in me
thats it...i'm done