Leah part 6

now your going to sit here, and start swallowing these, when i come back you better be done. i thought i was dreaing, i literally thought it was just a bad dream, and that i would just wake up and be in my bed. i tried to go to the door again. THUMP he had slapped me and i fell to the ground. i touched my face and felt blood, Come on Lelo why are you making me upset, stop it, be a good girl and do what you are told, i mean I'm sure you dont want to see your poor mommy end up with a gun shot wound in her head? do you? my heart sank, was he serious? he could do it if he wanted to, right? did i want to take the chance?
i sat on the toilet and took one of the pellets...i swallowed it.
he came back in and half of the pellets were in my stomach, i just kept praying that they wouldnt burst, because if they did...i'd be dead for sure. i stood quiet, i couldnt look at him. Leah, heres the deal, i love you, but i'm not in love with you, and i understood why you needed that fix, but that fix cost money, and thats something i know you dont have. hmm the way i see it, you owe me, and this is how your going to repay going me baby, dont fuck up, cause if you do, well, you already know what i'm capable of. yes i do, he killed a guy before, but i honesstly thought he wasnt going to kill my own mother. what do i have to do? he walked to me, and kissed me, i wanted to throw up, but was to afraid that something inside me would kill me, so i just let him. your going away for a bit Lelo, you gotta go to cali. meet up with some peoples, and you might want to take a laxative when you land. you know? so your stomach can empty out. he started walking out and i just sat there. oh by the way sweetie, you leave tomorrow. and he was gone. i had 10 hours...8 of which i slept and 2 to explain to my mother i would be gone...which one do i do first?